Sunday, December 23, 2007
okays.
just now randomly look through other's blog.
then i saw yimei de.
then look through her post.
hahas
found that i was once being hated {maybe not just once, twice, thric or even more}
hahas.
feeling quite hurt now.
not that i say this beause i want people to pity me.
but i just want to express myself out,
i know that i may not be perfect.
but this wasn't what i want
i know i may be irritating sometimes.
but who doesn't?
sometimes. . . . .
nevermind.
i'm someimes very tired of these.
i admit that i did hate others before
but i was trying hard to change myself
maybe it's better not to know all these.
hahas.
i just want to be myself.
i dun want to act as if i was a person that even i, myself cannot recongise.
but i was acting now
a person that i can't even recongise
i don't even know what am i doing
maybe it's because i wasn't as good as other in certain area
therefore i'm acting
it seems that the mask i'm wearing couldn't be taken off.
i seems not to know who i am now
wearing a mask is indeed tiring,
but what else can i do?
i can only cover up my own weaknesses with the mask
i want to be myself.
a real me
a me that i could truely understand what &&. why am i doing these
a true &&. innocet me
things can't be innocent now.
everything we're doing is for a motive.
can't things be simple?
why must we complicate it?
i want to
laugh when i feel like laughing
cry when i want to cry
but it seems that i can't do it.
hahas
it seems funny isn't it?
' 1 + 1 = 2 , if things were as simple as that '
cool right?
sometimes enough is enough,
我们都是不定时的炸弹
随时都可能会炸开
只要一踩上地雷
爆炸声响
后果不堪设想
{不想懂得}
当世界 不知不觉的变了 有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的 想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么 而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟 心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得 是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错 怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 互相照顾就是 幸福的
我不想舍得 不想懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 能握着手就是 感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙 挤在只有我们 紧靠的小星球
我多不舍得 多不懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 能握着手就是 感动的
just now randomly look through other's blog.
then i saw yimei de.
then look through her post.
hahas
found that i was once being hated {maybe not just once, twice, thric or even more}
hahas.
feeling quite hurt now.
not that i say this beause i want people to pity me.
but i just want to express myself out,
i know that i may not be perfect.
but this wasn't what i want
i know i may be irritating sometimes.
but who doesn't?
sometimes. . . . .
nevermind.
i'm someimes very tired of these.
i admit that i did hate others before
but i was trying hard to change myself
maybe it's better not to know all these.
hahas.
i just want to be myself.
i dun want to act as if i was a person that even i, myself cannot recongise.
but i was acting now
a person that i can't even recongise
i don't even know what am i doing
maybe it's because i wasn't as good as other in certain area
therefore i'm acting
it seems that the mask i'm wearing couldn't be taken off.
i seems not to know who i am now
wearing a mask is indeed tiring,
but what else can i do?
i can only cover up my own weaknesses with the mask
i want to be myself.
a real me
a me that i could truely understand what &&. why am i doing these
a true &&. innocet me
things can't be innocent now.
everything we're doing is for a motive.
can't things be simple?
why must we complicate it?
i want to
laugh when i feel like laughing
cry when i want to cry
but it seems that i can't do it.
hahas
it seems funny isn't it?
' 1 + 1 = 2 , if things were as simple as that '
cool right?
sometimes enough is enough,
我们都是不定时的炸弹
随时都可能会炸开
只要一踩上地雷
爆炸声响
后果不堪设想
{不想懂得}
当世界 不知不觉的变了 有时候 我怀念以前的我
作的梦 虽然远远的 想象是 一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什么 而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟 心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得 是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错 怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得 不想懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 互相照顾就是 幸福的
我不想舍得 不想懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 能握着手就是 感动的
我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙 挤在只有我们 紧靠的小星球
我多不舍得 多不懂得 谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷 能握着手就是 感动的
21:03
get a haircut
A trip to taiwan
